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Post by Lillian Black on Jun 28, 2010 23:18:17 GMT -5
I sat down at my computer, bored out of my mind. Alyssa was with Billie Joe and Tre by the pool, and my daughter Raizel was out with her father, and I have no idea where Mike is at this moment, so I didn't have anyone to talk to. Even my other friends listed their MSN statuses as "busy" and my phone was charging so I couldn't carry it with me. Needless to say, I think the world is against me.
After much debate, I finally decided to get my bathing suit on and go down to the pool. Even if Alyssa was busy flirting with Billie behind the waterfall, I could float around in the pool. I'm more social than I thought I was; not being around people was hard for me, even if I wasn't talking to them.
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Post by Annabelle Black on Jun 28, 2010 23:42:12 GMT -5
I giggled as Billie Joe nuzzled my neck and nibbled my earlobe. "I love you.." He mummbled against my skin. I grinned and kissed his lips.
"I love you too, of course." I said and pushed him under the water. I laughed as he spit water out and playfully glared at me. I grinned and swam away as Sarah came outside. "HEY!" I yelled as she got in the water. "Whats up chica?"
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Post by Lillian Black on Jun 29, 2010 10:44:58 GMT -5
I heard Alyssa's question right as I jumped into the pool, so I quickly swam to the surface so I could answer her. I smiled and gave a little wave to Billie as he looked over to me. I guess I had ruined something the two of them had going, but it was a pool and I was bored. I was gonna swim no matter what!
"Hey babe! I got lonely in my room so I wanted to come here, but Billie's face is telling me I should leave. Should I leave?" I asked, glancing from Billie to Alyssa as I spoke.
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Post by Annabelle Black on Jun 29, 2010 11:53:18 GMT -5
I turned around to grin at Billie. He looked disappointed but he could wait until later. "Nah. You're good. So, how you doin' today?" I asked her as we swam towards the waterfall, my favortie spot. It was a big rock water fall and if you swam through, you could find a jacuzzi. We had an awesome pool here. It even had a water slide for when we had the kids over. Raizel and Frankito love the slide. Billie swam over and wrapped his arms around me, settling for laying his head on my shoulder while I talked to my best friend. He knew better then to get between us.
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Post by Lillian Black on Jun 29, 2010 12:07:14 GMT -5
I smiled triumphantly as I saw Billie stay out of the way. I was Alyssa's best friend and she was the sister I always wanted, so Billie knew he would have gotten smacked by me if he tried to talk. I know Alyssa feels the same, too. "I'm alright, just waiting for Dave to bring Raizel home. How lame am I that I'm lost without my daughter? What am I gonna do when she goes to college?" I asked. Well, I was also lost without a boyfriend, but my life was calm and drama-free for now, so I truly didn't mind no boyfriend at the moment. "How's your day been? All swimming and acting all lovey out here?" I asked with a smirk.
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Post by Annabelle Black on Jun 29, 2010 12:30:40 GMT -5
I grinned. "No, not lame. Cute. I think it's great that you guys have such an awesome relationship. And I love how davey's handling it. Ya know, taking her out to the zoo, for ice cream, to that shark exhibit she loves..." I mentally shivered at the thought of sharks. "It's really good for her."
"Yeah, I think so too. I've thought about inviting him to move in again but I didn't know if that'd be too weird for you." Billie added in before reaching into the hide away cabinet in the rock wall for his cigarettes.
"My day's been pretty good. Woke up and decided I wanted to swim." I said with a smile, ignoring her suggestive comment.
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Post by Lillian Black on Jun 29, 2010 12:44:11 GMT -5
I glanced at Billie a bit meaner than I meant it to be. "Yeah, I don't think I'm able to live with Dave yet. It'll just be...too hard, I guess." I said, not really remembering why him and I broke up with in the first place. There was so much going on in my life at that moment that I always assumed it was a combination of the two.
I turned to Alyssa and smiled. "So I guess we're both like that today, huh?" I asked with a laugh. "Do you know when Rai will be home? I planned on taking her shopping later today, if you wanted to come with us." I added.
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Post by Annabelle Black on Jun 29, 2010 12:55:50 GMT -5
((I've decided I have a daughter too. its bout time billie and me had a kid XD))
Billie nodded, understanding that she still needed time. I was glad he was smart enough not to speak again. "Nah, I don't know. Shouldn't be too much longer though. Its the middle of the afternoon. They'll be here soon." I said with a smile. "Of course, I'd love to come. Mind if we pick up Anna from Billie's mom's on the way? She would like that." Anna was my daughter. She was two years younger than my favorite neice, and goddaughter.
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Post by Lillian Black on Jun 29, 2010 13:05:31 GMT -5
((Haha, I was gonna put that last post. "Where's your kid, Lyssie?" lol))
I smiled, happy that she agreed and feeling a little superior to Billie. I gave him a look that said "I'm more important" and turned back to Alyssa. "That'll be great! I'll see if I can get someone's credit card so we can max out a few of them. It's been a while since I went shopping. Last time was with Nils...that boy spent so much money. I barely got anything." I said. I noticed I lingered on Nils' name for a bit, but pushed it aside. I've been finding him attractive lately, but I didn't say anything. I knew I'd hear it from Alyssa if I told her, though.
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Post by Annabelle Black on Jun 29, 2010 13:11:12 GMT -5
I splashed her when i saw her making faces at Billie. I gave her a "be-nice-and-stop-taunting-the-poor-man" look. I laughed at her and shook my head before looking at Billie. "Baby, can I borrow some money?" He rolled his eyes as I pouted my lips.
"Fine, but only if you spend a whole hell of a lot on Anna." He said and I grinned. I loved how he spoiled her. I agreed and gave him a kiss.
"Our girls are way spoiled." I said to sarah.
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Post by Lillian Black on Jun 29, 2010 13:30:19 GMT -5
I laughed and nodded. "I think we spoil them too much sometimes." I said, thinking of Raizel's room at Davey's house and all the stuff he bought for her. I was a little better than him, but I did buy Raizel that really expensive Victorian-style doll house she wanted for her birthday one year.
I was about to say something about where to go when I heard the familiar giggle in the room next to the pool. "Raizel! I'm in here!" I shouted, and looked to Alyssa. "Wanna come with?" I asked, and looked to Billie, letting him know the invitation was open to him as well so he wouldn't feel left out.
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Post by Annabelle Black on Jun 29, 2010 13:42:39 GMT -5
I turned to look at Billie and saw him seriously considering it. "Well, I'll see what the guys are doin' first then I'll decide. I might just stay here and chill." He said and I nodded. I saw Raizel running out in her bathing suit and laughed.
"Well, we might not be going for a little while." I said and Billie laughed. Davey and Nils followed after her with amused smiles at the young one.
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Post by Lillian Black on Jun 29, 2010 13:54:27 GMT -5
I gathered Raizel in my arms after she jumped into the pool and hugged her the best I could without drowning her. I was so scared of that when she started learning how to swim that I wouldn't let her go for days. Davey finally had to send me away with Alyssa somewhere so he could teach her how to swim.
"Hey sweetie. Did you have fun with daddy and uncle Nils today?" I asked, and looked up at them. "Was she good, guys? Didn't give you trouble, did she?" I asked, keeping my eyes on Nils. I forced myself to look away, and I think he noticed it because he smiled.
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Post by Annabelle Black on Jun 29, 2010 13:58:43 GMT -5
I noticed it too and I frowned, looking between the two of them. "Oh crap." I muttered under my breath, recognising the exchange immediately. I wasn't going to mention it now though with everyone there.
"Nah, she was good. Like usual." Davey said, smiling at his little girl who brightened up instantly. I smiled too.
"Well thats good. Rai, come here. We've got some diving toys over here." I said, reaching for her. We'd just bought them recently when Anna learned how to dive to the bottom of the deep end. She was so excited she wanted an excuse to be able to do it again.
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Post by Lillian Black on Jun 29, 2010 14:12:21 GMT -5
Raizel swam over to Alyssa happily. She was a lot like me when swimming--we both become a mermaid in the water and it's hell to get us out of it. I remember I swam through half of my first date with Davey when we were teenagers because I was too nervous to do anything else, despite knowing him for too long. Swimming always calmed me down, and now with Davey standing there, I wanted to swim away from him, but I wasn't going to be rude.
"That's good. Thanks for taking her out, Dave. I know she really misses you since...Nils, we're going shopping later. Can I have your credit card? Or come with us, you owe me." I said, trying to keep my conversations with Davey as short as possible. I didn't want to start fighting again.
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