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Post by Lillian Black on Dec 29, 2006 21:13:45 GMT -5
"She was only pregnant for like, two weeks, and then she lost the baby. We wanted to make sure the baby was going to live this time, so we didn't want to tell you when we found out, because if Sarah lost the baby, you wouldn't be all sad. And I'm just going to shut up and hide the scissors now." Davey said. "You understand. Right, Lyssa?" I said.
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Post by Annabelle Black on Dec 29, 2006 21:23:20 GMT -5
I opened my eyes to see we hadn't started moving. I was gonna get out, then realized I was stuck in between Billie and Jade. I groaned. "No chace of either of you getting out so I can?" "NO!!" Tre yelled from the seat behind me(we have a big van). I jumped and looked at him oddly. "You are GOING TO see Happy Feet and you are GOING TO like it! SAVVY?!" I nodded then turned back around to glare at Sarah. "I'm still mad. As your sister...I should be the person you tell RIGHT AFTER the father. I am very much offended and it's gonna take a lot to make me better." I said, pouting stubbornly.
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Post by Lillian Black on Dec 29, 2006 21:26:35 GMT -5
I laughed at Tre until Alyssa talked to me. "I know, but..." I said, but stopped, realizing I didn't know what to say. "I just didn't want everyone to know in case I lost this one too." I finished quietly. "I'm sorry I didn't tell you."
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Post by Annabelle Black on Dec 29, 2006 21:30:57 GMT -5
"Whatever. Lets get a move on so I can get back to my bed and sleep." I groaned closing my eyes again.
((Can we FF til after the movie? I dont know what to write.))
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Post by Lillian Black on Dec 29, 2006 21:44:36 GMT -5
I was ready to cry as I turned to Davey. "Just drive." I said as he was ready to open his mouth to say something to me.
*After the Movie* I went straight up into my room without talking to anyone and started crying. I hate when Alyssa's mad at me. I started to think of ways to apoligize to Alyssa, but nothing came to mind.
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Post by Annabelle Black on Dec 30, 2006 2:15:28 GMT -5
I went up to my room right away. Billie went with me and sat next to me on the bed. We had been talking for practically an hour. "I mean, she shoulda told me.If I were pregnant, which I'm not," I added, just to wipe the curious look off his face, "then I would tell her. It's just...URGH!" I dug my face into my pillow. "Frustrating?" He questioned, eyebrow raised. I slowly nodded, not lifting my head. "Well, I know what she did was wrong and you're right...she should've told you but...you've gotta forgive her. Like you said in the car, you two are practically sisters. And since she IS pregnant, she's gonna need you help to get through it." I lifted my head and glared at him. "I hate it when you're right." I said. He grinned. "I know. Thats what I'm here for though. I'm always right." He said and I rolled my eyes. He kissed me unexpectantly hard on the lips. "Now go talk to her." He said, pulling away. "Yes sir." I said, giving him a mock salute and followed orders. In a minute, I was knocking on Sarah and Davey's door. A room I'm hardly in, afraid of what I may see.
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Post by Lillian Black on Dec 30, 2006 22:02:53 GMT -5
The knock on the door startled me and made me drop the knife I was using. "Fuck!" I yelled, trying to find a bandage. "Are you okay?" Alyssa asked from the other end of the door. "What? Oh, hold on a minute." I said, wrapping my wrist in one of my many handkercheifs. I crossed my arms, trying to hide my makeshift (afi word!!) bandage so Alyssa wouldn't see. "Come in." I said, and the door opened.
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Post by Annabelle Black on Dec 30, 2006 22:07:03 GMT -5
"Sarah. I think we need to...talk...What the hell is that?" I asked angerly pointing to her wrist, seeing it wrapped. I glared and crossed my arms. "Well?"
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Post by Lillian Black on Dec 30, 2006 22:10:46 GMT -5
"I guess I couldn't hide it, huh?" I asked, unwrapping my wrist. "What the fuck did you do?" Alyssa yelled. "I don't know. I was depressed, and the little emo girl inside of me told me to cut, and my pocketknife was on the table, so I did, and now I'm trouble and please don't tell Davey." I said, tears coming to my eyes. I tried not to let them fall, remembering my motto of "never let them see you cry" from my teen years as an East Bay Hardcore kid, but it wasn't working. I looked down at my wrist as the tears fell.
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Post by Annabelle Black on Dec 30, 2006 22:23:51 GMT -5
"Sarah. Stop. You had no reason to. And I should tell Davey. The only reason I won't is because I don't know if he's stopped hitting you." I walked over to her and snatched the pocket knife. "Never again. Or I swear I WILL tell Davey. AND...I may not forgive you for it again. Savvy?" I said, holding the small knife in front of her face before pocketing it.
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Post by Lillian Black on Dec 30, 2006 22:26:17 GMT -5
I nodded and tried to stop crying. "He's stopped. Well, kinda. Just when I make him mad." I said.
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Post by Annabelle Black on Dec 30, 2006 22:30:04 GMT -5
I smirked. "Exactly why I'm not telling him, aye? Now come on. Lets get you cleaned up. I've got a wristband you can borrow to cover it." I said and took her arm, pulling her to the bathroom connected to hers and Davey's room.
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Post by Lillian Black on Dec 30, 2006 22:33:03 GMT -5
"Thanks." I said, and followed Alyssa to the bathroom. The door of the bedroom opened. "Sarah, are you in here?" Davey asked from the bedroom. I stood perfectly quiet, not wanting Davey to see my wrist.
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Post by Annabelle Black on Dec 30, 2006 22:38:10 GMT -5
I spoke up, seeing Sarah's frozen figure. "Davey, we're doing very girly things in here. So go away."I said, closing the bathroom door. I smiled at Sarah. "And don't you DARE come in here! I don't have a shirt on! I swear little man, I can and WILL kill you!" I yelled through the door.
((I think I gots to go...Sorry. I'll call you later.))
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Post by Lillian Black on Dec 31, 2006 22:59:41 GMT -5
"Yeah...girly things. And you're not a girl, so no come in for you!" I yelled. "Like Alyssa said...I don't wanna die, so I'll wait right here for you." Davey said, laughing.
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